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2026年7月21日 0:51

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**[Verse 1]** Silence was my only teacher — I learned to cry without a sound. I was born into the wrong world. At five, home was a warzone. At thirteen, the blade spoke for me. At fourteen, I swore never again. At seventeen, I broke my own vow. At twenty, he held my hand. At twenty-one, I meant it when I said — I'm glad I'm alive. **[Pre-Chorus]** I cry where no one sees. "I'm fine" — that's how I love you. I want to fall apart in your arms, but what if you leave when you see the real me? So I wear the mask instead. **[Chorus]** How do you pass a test you never studied for? I'm sitting in the exam room called love — no textbook, no teacher, no answers. But I'm still trying to get it right for you. All I see is red. I'm scared you'll walk away. **[Verse 2]** Your hands held mine so gently — I didn't know hands could feel safe. I used to flinch at every touch. But yours are warm. I measure kindness by what my mother never gave. You told me, "You've been brainwashed by the ones who raised you." I know I push and pull and break. But you're the first I've ever begged to stay. **[Bridge]** I never believed in fairy tales. But here you are — turning my ashes into gold. **[Outro Chorus]** How do you pass a test you never studied for? I'm sitting in the exam room called love — no textbook, no teacher, no answers. But maybe that's okay. You're teaching me, one answer at a time. I'm still scared — but I'm no longer alone. Thank you for staying.